i wish i can find a meaning in my life man.. so what if we study n mug so hard.. so what if we score full marks for exams.. so what if it ganrentee us a job in the future.. is that all we want out of our lives.. some people have such clear goals about what they gonna do next time.. lawyers, reserachers, scientists.. but i feel like im just wondering around in the dark.
when i was young i wanted to become an artist.. but after i grow up i realised that artists cant make any money.. not before they die anyway.. what are we really learning in schs.. does it just teach us to be superficial beings and chase monetary objects..
what is the purpose of me living in this world.. will it make a difference if i didnt existed at all.. i dun think it would make any... what happens after we die.. anyone of you ever thought about this? everytime i think about this my heart feels uneasy.. what is the feeling of not being able to feel anything at all.. non-existance.. you are able to think and noe you exist.. so what happens to all that after you die.. do a person really gain enlightenment just moments before death?? i dun think anybody really do not fear death..
anyway back to my no-life life.. the thing i look forward now most is sleep.. because when u sleep you can think about anything and nothing at the same time... gd luck with your lives