Wednesday, August 29, 2007
wow the
moon is so bright and round tonight! hahaha super clear sommore... wonder if chang er will come find me or not...
teacher's day rehearsal today. actually we have a lot of talented people around without even realising it. haha
hope we all put up a great show on friday!
anyway my new chinese teacher is SUPER FUNNY!! HAHAHAHA! only around 12349347q986102340234123456257 times better than the last one... now i can
finally look forward to having chinese lessons...
WOOT!
### 9:18 PM
Monday, August 27, 2007
http://vesperholly.wordpress.com/pimp/nobuta-wo-produce/found this online just a few minutes ago... go read it!!! hahaha i could not have said it better myself. i really like the akira inside. hahaha he's super
funny and cute. eh but im not gay ah.
anyway tomorrow is tuesday!! is there gonna be IT emergency??
### 9:24 PM
Sunday, August 26, 2007
well.. i should probably slap myself for spending the entire weekend watching a jdrama. but its super nice!
Nobuta wo Produce! haha bumped into it accidentally online and ended up watching the whole series. life's like that. sometime good things will come looking for you.. haha i sharent talk about what izzit about in case some of you might be interested to watch also. i STRONGLY
recommend =) its only 10 episodes. so quite short. thats how i piaed finish within 2 days.. hahaha "
Nobuta Power....
CHUU NYUU!"
ok i shouldnt slack anymore... MUG
MUG MUG MUG MUG!!!!!!!! must pysco myself.. hahaha
anyway just sth interesting for you guys:
erika toda is in the series!! she is like the super perfect girlfriend inside.. woot! hahaha
### 6:38 PM
Saturday, August 25, 2007
OMG! 今天我完成了一个一年多都没完成的愿望! 真是皇天不负苦心人啊... WOOHOO!!!
### 6:25 PM
i had this dream yesterday and it seems so real i can almost
feel it. some dreams you will forget as soon as you wake up. but you know you definately had one. but some are so vivid in your mind. it just cant go away.
i really dont know what to do. what to say. or even what to think anymore.
i
guess it wasnt real.
### 10:45 AM
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
remember the feelings. remember the day
time waits for
no one
### 9:00 PM
Monday, August 20, 2007
i want to go back to mongolia
### 10:50 PM
Sunday, August 19, 2007
if we lose ourselves we lose everything
i've really thought about a lot of things recently and it made me realise. how important we are. to ourselves. and the ones we
care about.
### 1:34 AM
Friday, August 17, 2007
worn out. im just totally worn
out now. both emotionally and physically.
its really being like an emotional roller coaster for the past few days.
probably the biggest lesson i will ever learn in my entire life. somethings seem to matter so much more and somethings just really doesnt seem to matter anymore
now.
i'm just relieved that things are starting to get better. but there will still be a lot of 'rebuilding' left to do. i know i really
disappointed a lot of people and i am really really sorry. im sorry i betrayed your trust. and i really dont deserve any forgiveness
i believe we all learn and mature from our mistakes. the most important thing is to pick up from where you left off and
continue walking down the road
the coming of dawn signals the coming of a new day. a new day revitalises new hopes
do not lose
yourself
### 10:48 PM
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
i just wanna jump.
i feel really ashamed of myself right now. i don't know what to do. i am scared of the consequences. i don't know what will happen to us. sigh. if only we knew this would happen. somebody
help us. help us get through this. i don't want my future to be screwed just because of this.
i really wanna share this burden with someone. but i just can't.
i just wanna
run away. far far away. away from this. all this.
### 7:02 PM
Sunday, August 12, 2007
what the
hell man.
k anyway i just watched the new pds performance for ndp on youtube. i didnt feel it on our ord day. but now it strucks me. im
never gonna perform again. training with the mark IV and performing with them for these 3 years. they have almost become my wives. (although i didnt really take good care of them). but now they're all gone.
looks are seriously over-rated man. next time when i get a girlfriend/wife i just want someone who really cares about me. someone whom i can talk and listen to. someone who
appreciates me for who i am. and someone who has a heart. but i think finding someone like that is gonna be much harder than finding someone who just has a pretty face.
### 4:33 PM
Friday, August 10, 2007
friends for so many years. and this is what i get from you all. not even worthy of that few minutes of waiting. im seriously damn disappointed. this is what our school trained us to be. a bunch of selfish hypocrites.
i don't want to be one of them.
think im feeling sick.
i really hope it turned out
differently.
### 10:30 AM
Thursday, August 09, 2007
i think it was a
dream i had end of last year. and it sorta came true this week. haha well sorta coz it was not exactly what i had in mind. but the world works in an amazing way doesnt it.
i need some alkaline. to neutrualize all the acids in my legs. haha. seriously i must have stepped on a whole basket
full of lemons today.
well. it is already past midnight so i guess
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!! woohoo!! finally a break from school. but i still got lots of stuff to do. hope i can don't waste this hol away =/
today's npd was quite good la. because it is my FIRST TIME watching it. =) and this is the first time the supporting con didnt screw
up the marching! woot for the past few years all the supporting con sure kena zham after ndp one. this is a nice change. so WELL DONE PART A! NOT FORGETTING THE GOH PART B AND Cs!!! and especially the pds performance. nice surprise..... hahaha they are definately more creative than us =X
just watched 男儿本色! ( not gonna use 汉语拼音 ever again. this is disgraceful)
anyway its nice. hafnt watched a good movie in a very long time.
OH! how can i forget... we bumped into jonneo n *ahem*
at esplanade... so sweet =)
feeling super awake now. trying to think of something to keep myself occupied until i feel sleepy. haha.
till then.
i'm used to it.
### 2:01 AM
Friday, August 03, 2007
i think my body is starting to fall
apart liao. feeling so dizzy now. today my hand almost dropped off after writing finish IHC test. which was immediately after chem test. cool huh. slept at almost 4 yesterday. really cant tahan anymore but i just woke up at 7 -.- dun wan go back to sleep so fast leh..
2 more just 2 more.
comon! this time i must count on myself liao...
is that what i'm meant to be. just
### 10:37 PM
Thursday, August 02, 2007
well we trained we sweat and we did it. =/ sort of. haha our class performance is
finally over. hope the people
enjoyed it coz we really practised very very hard for it. although it was just a few weeks. the only thing left to do now is to get the song outta my head. hahaha. its being stuck in there for way too long.
hmmmm. cant say im surprised. coz i kinda expected it. but still.
it's not whole anymore
### 11:11 PM
aiya whatever man. i dun give a damn.
### 12:15 AM