i had 173 posts.. woot thats the bus i used to take a lot before i moved coz its just outside my house. ok random



sigh i kinda depise my currect self. i know what i gotta do. but why can't i just settle down and start working on it. seriously want to just mug the life outta myself right now because i know jc is very important without my parents telling me that everday. i don't wanna screw up my life just for the sake of having a little bit more fun now.face it. jc is the most important phase of our lives. i know that but why can't i just focus on studying. ARGH just face the music and stop running away man. you know you gotta start someday. so why not now!



i hate myself