a new year. a new beginning? i dun believe this crap. whatever you've done and not done will always come back to haunt you



another year has passed without me realising it. so much things has happened. so many events. so many new people i've met. but it just seems so.. blur



i see it that our lives are moving faster and faster at and exponential rate ( yes i noe what this is although i fail my maths). till now i can still remember quite vividly what has happened in my primary school years and maybe lower secondary. but when moving on to upper sec and now jc. everything just starts to move at the speed of light.


is the train going to stop at the end of this year? or will it keep on moving until it flies outta the track and crashes..


i've been through quite alot of things this year. yet none of them seem really a part of me. they just somehow seem to pass by me and never leave a mark.



i've always thought self-reflection was important. but nothing is done after that. then what is the point. i need to change the way i are ( intended pun). something good came out of the year. but i don't know if i really deserve it.



sorry this post seems so random and incoherent. im not being emo or anything. just typing out the things in my mind right now.



i think i am a anti- social person